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Sep. 1st, 2005 09:17 amI didn't go to school today. I wasn't sick or stressed out or depressed or down or nothing that I can put a name on, I just couldn't go.
Sometimes you wake up and the prospect of what's ahead of you, even if you're not sure what it is, is just too much.
It was the same with homework. I sat down, got back up. I pottered around the house. I started fixing and cleaning stuff, listened to music, I watched bits of a movie - couldn't finish any of that. Sat down again, got back up. Sat down. Stared. Backache, get back up, sit back down. It was like goddamn procrastination aerobics.
So now, I'm at the computer again, writing in my lj instead of doing my bio because just like everything else I should or need to do I just can't do it, but will eventually have to.
Sometimes you wake up and the prospect of what's ahead of you, even if you're not sure what it is, is just too much.
It was the same with homework. I sat down, got back up. I pottered around the house. I started fixing and cleaning stuff, listened to music, I watched bits of a movie - couldn't finish any of that. Sat down again, got back up. Sat down. Stared. Backache, get back up, sit back down. It was like goddamn procrastination aerobics.
So now, I'm at the computer again, writing in my lj instead of doing my bio because just like everything else I should or need to do I just can't do it, but will eventually have to.
